The Snow Storm

I haven't been on in awhile my life has just been tooo complicated to even think about blogger but there is this HUGE snow storm and it's three in the morning so why not? The snow is sooo bad I wish I was back in Florida at times like this. My front door is half way covered so far and I'm sure it will be almost all the way snowed in by morning because it just keeps coming down. At times like this I wish I had a significant other that I love to cuddle and watch movies, lay by the fire, drink hot chocolate and just bond over staying inside... or at least someone fun to get drunk with and then go play in the snow.. what has happened to my best friends? I feel like they all hate me now. No more like everyone. Where is the love yall? I'm sure Christmas will help fill the void for a little bit hopefully. I feel like my life is falling apart and I'm losing everyone.. I'm losing myself I just keep falling apart. Christmas is a nice change of pace tho. && I am going to be going to school in the spring semester which will hopefully let me meet new people and go out then I won't have to think of the past people so much. I need a job soooo bad I kind of liked working always having something to do and having a responsiblity and of course the money didn't hurt either ^_^ I would love to go shopping right now! I am dying to buy more dresses and clothes. I think my style must've changed because I hate all my clothes and I used to think I was so fashionable.. that was the only thing I happened to like about myself. Ohhh well hopefully I will get back on the horse soon. Maybe I am just in between chapters in my life.. this all will sort itself out and I WILL be happy someday maybe not today or tomorrow but someday. I cannnot wait for that day! I miss those times sooo much.